He's now seeing us from above. He wants us to better than him, striving for mardhotillah. Ummi, Sir Ghazali, Cg Zainuddin Jusoh, Sir Yahya and the lastest Ust Dahlan, they all have be returned to Him. O Allah, replace them into your Jannah, please forgive all their sins. We did love them for the Allah's sake. We miss them so damn much. When I'm thinking of them, I would love to flashback all the moments, staying in MATRI with friends and teachers. With a lot of friends,which are MY FRIENDS. I wish that I could go back and fix all the mistakes that I had done before and being happy-non-everlasting as much as I could . Smile all day long, no crying like a baby anymore. O Allah, strengthen me for facing all the problems and let me become a better person that I should be.