I wanna dedicate this to someone...
The person I used to share anything about friends,studies and MATRI...
I made a friend with her starting 2005 until now..
When I was in form 1...We were in the same dorm..
we called dorm 'OREN'..
bcoz it was painted with orange colour!
but now..
the name had been changed
dorm HAFIZAH...
When I was in form 3,Allah put us at the same dorm,DORM 11...
now call dorm RAUDHAH
She was an...
easy-going person..
nice friend..
happy-go-lucky..
what can i said about her..
SHE WAS REALLY KIND TO ME!..
The memories between me and her..
Study Chemistry..
"Ok, Aliya! Kalau napthalene jadi macam blablabla...."
i was form 4,went to 5 Fatimah on prep...studying with her...
Yesterday,I went to bathroom PARAS 4...
Something remind me..
Yellow selipar...
She bought it for us..
to make sure there's no one is using other selipar..
that was dirty, used for walking to musolla,class...
She sponsored...
And the bathroom was in clean n clear!~
She was a good leader PARAS 4..
Once upon time..
She slept at other dorm...
She woke up and went to hers..
At that time, I slept on her bed..
I was dead to the world..
the door was locked..
She knocked the door...
But no one heard the knocking..
Until...
Her anger..
"DUShhh!!!!....tok!!TOOOKKK!!!!"(loud knocking)
She burst into tears...
My dream was CUT...
I woke up..and opened the door..
She yelled me..
"Org nak tidur laa....tak da org yg dgr kita ketuk!WARRRGGHHHHH..."
crying in anger
I shocked..
I'm sorry because I was late to open the door..
I knew you are too sleepy..waiting outside...
Maybe she was too long waiting for anyone to open the door..
Pity....
Last year..I chatted with her..
"Aliya,nak gi ireland x?"
"jom la ikut kita..."
I answered..
"Ana bknnya pndi pon..tgk la result nnt.."
She was an intelligent girl that I knew..
All about her will be as memories I will never ever forget...
and it will always bear in my mind..
ALWAYS and FOREVER...
Last THURSDAY,after Isyak...
The musolla was crowded with people's talk..
Made me feel weird...
What's wrong with them?
Making noisy in Allah's place...
I called Afiqah Amani..
I asked..
"Kenapa bising sangat ni?"
Afiqah said...
"K jannah accident...dia dah meninggal..."
HAHH!???...what kind of joke are you telling me??
"MENINGGAL???....meninggalkan tempat(KMB)???..."
"Ntahlah...kita xtau...diaorg yg kata..."
"Ish...ana rasa salah information tu...xpe kita tunggu sat gi.."
Dot and me went downstair...
went to class...
call Biel..
asking Nabiha's number...
"Assalamualaikum,nabeelah...ni aliya...nabeelah ada no telefon nabiha?"
"Weih...asal skema sangat...(giggling)...."
A smile touched my lips...
"Ok2...ana no bha...ada x?...Tau x psl kak jannah??.."
"Kenapa?"
"Biel...dia dah meninggal..."
"HAH???!Ko biar betul!.."
"Ntah laa..ana xsure..."
"Jap...kita ada no kak jannah..kita kol dia jap.."
"Tapi send no bha tau!"
After that...
Biel called back...
She said YES...it was truth...
Sis Nisa said it to biel..
We couldnt believe it...Sis Adila came to our class...
"Korang tau x?.."(frighten)
"Betul ke kak dila??"
"Kak dila baru dapat mesej...terkejut kak dila..."
..........
No teardrops....
I couldnt believe it...
that didnt mean I cant accept it..
I just couldnt believe she was gone forever..
FOREVER!!!
and she wouldnt come back...
No more for
Laughing...
Crying...
Talking...
Calling...
Messaging...
Chatting...
with her...
But..
I imagined she still alive...
studying at KMB as usual.....
No teardrops for her..
Last Friday...I saw notice about her at lobby...
I read it....posting from bintufadeen's blog...
at last there was teardrops rolled on my cheeks...
I did it...
After I read...made me wonder...
She was gone FOREVER...
after that...
No more teardrop..
because I still couldnt believe it!~
Allah knows better...
Allah loves her...
May Allah put her as well as her name...
NURULJANNAH BINTI AHMAD SANI...
p/s:-my english is awful....i cant type well...cant check the spelling and gramatical error..
I wrote for you!
Hey you! This blog has been written in english fully but still having the gramatical erorrs( a bucket of them you know!), need to improve it! That's why i'm writting this in english!ok dearest!~
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I'm Aliya Roseli Dol.
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