WAH...I still can't believe it with my eyes,I think I'm on daydream now...
STOP IT!!!!!!
Happy New Year to all muslim!
"It is such an awful feeling when this new year comes,which is my age is rising but my deeds are still same.. "
Hopely next year I'll do good deeds more than last year... Allah will count it even it is a tiny deed..It's better to do tiny deed from doing nothing!I feel so arfaid to step for 2009..I don't know what I am going to face...Not only afraid feeling...sad..happy..cry...all I have it..- Worried~ the biggest exam..SPM..for me to face..
- Sad~ I gonna leave my beloved school, friends, teachers soon...
- Happy~ I'm going to school tomorrow..
- Cry~ Leaving my parents for a long while...
- Confuse~ am I doing right things?? Tell me when I'm wrong..
- Angry~ I fail from doing the best..always delay my duties and tasks..
- Glad~ I'm still alive in this earth...Thankful..
Actually, I'm not ready to overcome all troubles...I'm afraid that I can't do the best to all...my family..school..friends and even taechers...Please help me..I'm in confuse sitiuation..correct me when I'm doing wrong things..show me the right path..
p/s: I have no idea what i'm writting on this post, maybe this's my last post for 2008..
I made a fail....I was having a failure...My last year exam result is awful...I get 4a, 5b, 2c and 1d... and the most dissapoint is I got D in chemistry(WOW!! I never expect that!) Maybe He want me to work harder and never feel so snobbish. My target was to get more than 5 A's...but I failed to reach it. Compared to my mid year exam result, I got 6 A's. My achievement in the last year exam result had falling down but I became one of the top 10 in my class..Thanks Allah! My GPP was still same as my mid year's GPP. After I know my awful result..I opened my YM and wrote on the display words, "i made a fail...my result is awful..haha"..Suddenly someone BUZZing me! Someone i knew..and she wrote..
She: What d'ya mean ur result is awful??
Me: Yeah..awful She: uhuhu??
Me: I get 4 a only..She: What no did u get anyway??Not so bad....Me : Compared to mid year... I got 6a...She: aw....you seemed quite bz at the end of da year..no wonder.Me : haha...that's right...She: So...wht d'ya fail??Me :no fail....but i fail to reach the target that i wannaShe: i got 8a 4 ma trial with one fail...does it made any better than to get 4a wthout fail??Me : u resemble with A.N. (a nickname)..she got a lot of a but 1 fail that is add mathShe: same lorh..hahaha...hates add math...Me : but u both still get a lot of a.. compared with me..She: i'm really greatful even to get c 4 this spm...useless with a g..
Me : If someone get 11a with 1 fail....is it worthless..
She: if he/she failed the 8 compulsory subjects...yes..it's useless..like bm and so on..but if it's the phy,bio or chem, it will be reconsidered still it spoiled your resultMe : Now I know..She: I really hope that i would get 9a 4 spm....4 spm,15 marks 4 add math are considered as passMe : insyaallahShe: at least 9a..Me : i'll pray for yaShe: well..not so bad isnt it?Me : yeah...i argee...And we blablabla until midnight...suddenly an unexpected incident happened...hehehe....that will be a secret and it made me had to cut off our conservation...we stopped..
From the conservation between my friend and me, I should be thankful to Allah because I dont even have a G in my result. Thank you Allah. Nevermind if I dont get a lot of A's but it doesnt mean that I dont want many A's in my result. So,I have to study more to get better result. A result with flying colours.
Yeah! That's true!
Study hard my dear!
Study smart also!
Bring the spirit!!!
TAKBIR!ALLAHUAKHBAR!!!
Huhu...
Day by day....
Morning turns night....
The time passed by.....
and it won't came back...
Al-Asr....
Describes about time...
O Allah....
If I could go back...
Fix all the mistakes that I had done before....
Hurting my lovely mom..
Sleeping all days...
Watching the stupid dumb box too much...
Doing some ridiculous things....
My homeworks never accomplish yet...
My preparation for SPM next year...
Even 10% i don't reach it..
Ready or not..
It's all up to me....
My life is full of meaningfulness..
I always said to myself...
I gotta change
but it's still the same...
O Allah...
Give me strength...
To throw out those things..
And be useful person in this earth...
To my family...
Friends...
Others....
And You...
It's harder to me to change myself...
But I'm trying...
Keeping on trying...
hmmm..
And now..
I have 6 days left..
Before I return to school...
I wanna fill it....
With something reminds me to Him ..
I connived a cunning plan...
I need a better time management...
And I'm going to start now...
Even I have couples of day left...
This is what I'm going to do...
But before that....
I need to ask something...
What about you??
Are you manage the time wisely?
Not the kind person like me?
I'm sure you are better than me...
"Time is the scarest resource and unless it is managed nothing else can be managed."
Peter Druker
"Time is man's most precious asset.All men neglect it;nothing can be done without it."
Voltaire
This is my
FIRST blog...for my own...before this, i had created a blog for somebody else..for my own batch
(click this sun if you want to see the blog).and now i gave it to someone who i trust and hopely she'll not dissapoint me harshly
..but i still blogging for it and i'll ask others to join with ....insyaallah...as long as i'm still alive in this earth....it's my pleasure to help my friends for managing their blog...i'm still one of the 15th gen contributors of that blog....so it's my duty
....hahaha...actually i'm really really not good in english...but i'm going to write here in
WHOLY english ...In addition,my english can be improved much better...
Wish me the best okey
...i'm keeping on trying...
Beside that, i'll be the
President of English Society(Girls) for my lovely school next year...hence,it will be my pleasure to give a talk on any ceremony..it's quite nervous for me to give a speech in front of people with my
CHAOS english
...therefore, it needs me to improve my english because i wanna be
SECOND TO THE NONE...
INSYALLAH!!
Ma'al Hijrah 1430
Hey you! This blog has been written in english fully but still having the gramatical erorrs( a bucket of them you know!), need to improve it! That's why i'm writting this in english!ok dearest!~
Grownup 18. Choco & anime lover. Specky girl. Love family & friends!
I'm Aliya Roseli Dol.
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