WAH...I still can't believe it with my eyes,I think I'm on daydream now...
STOP IT!!!!!! Okey...time to wake up, my dear...next year I will be an SPM candidate...It's 3rd Muharam...Hopely I'm not so late to say...
Happy New Year to all muslim! WAH!! It's a new year.It'll be a new determination for me..new changes,the new me!Hijrah means....Making changes from bad to good....I need to change myself...As Ibn Ma'sud said :
"It is such an awful feeling when this new year comes,which is my age is rising but my deeds are still same.. "
Hopely next year I'll do good deeds more than last year... Allah will count it even it is a tiny deed..It's better to do tiny deed from doing nothing!I feel so arfaid to step for 2009..I don't know what I am going to face...Not only afraid feeling...sad..happy..cry...all I have it..- Worried~ the biggest exam..SPM..for me to face..
- Sad~ I gonna leave my beloved school, friends, teachers soon...
- Happy~ I'm going to school tomorrow..
- Cry~ Leaving my parents for a long while...
- Confuse~ am I doing right things?? Tell me when I'm wrong..
- Angry~ I fail from doing the best..always delay my duties and tasks..
- Glad~ I'm still alive in this earth...Thankful..
Actually, I'm not ready to overcome all troubles...I'm afraid that I can't do the best to all...my family..school..friends and even taechers...Please help me..I'm in confuse sitiuation..correct me when I'm doing wrong things..show me the right path..
p/s: I have no idea what i'm writting on this post, maybe this's my last post for 2008..